It's 2.50 AM and I miss you. I can't sleep because I miss you so much. I wonder if you know just how much I miss you. Well, let me tell you. I miss you all the time. You’ve been on my mind all fucking day. I can’t stop thinking about you. I mean, why I still think about you anyway?  I feel guilty every time I think of you, because I already have him. I'm a horrible person, aren’t I? Even though I’m not supposed to, it seems like you’ve found a way to stay inside my head. But I know I can never stop thinking about you. All the moments and memories we shared have been stuck in my head over and over again. I know things have changed, but oh how I wish things would go back when everything about you and I, seemed so perfect. 

Goodnight dear, I love you. I will always love you.